| ok..school is confusing...i say that because its all a blur right now.in chemistry i have to know how many angstroms are i na furlong (turns out its 201,000,000,000) and i can convert x number of gallons into x number of weeks. english is confusing as hell..cuz the teacher doesnt know wat shes talking about ever. and adv. bio doesnt make sense. government shall be easy though..hopefully...any ways...anne is off to college and im sad..i miss her a lot. gosh i love her. but for now..new song.new headers.and soon a new background..peace yall
a poem i wrote:
something tragic has come on, changing every turn i make, no longer will i hear the phone, lighting up with your name, i will take your heart with me as i turn and run out of here, a hole where love was once feverently shared, now there is nothing left in there, a once magical aura filled this place, i used to stare and see your face, now those visions are long gone, as life just keeps moving on. I think ill be lost as im drug, along this road i wouldnt choose, if it was not for your strength, that just keeps me hanging on. Im not sure if ill make it, the distance beared here is killing me, but im sure youll take the worst, and use it against me, weakening my very soul, loosening my very hold, dont you fuckin touch that knife, you wont be the one to cut this rope, i just wanted you to know, everytime you turn your around, its so very tempting to me, to be gone when you turn back, so go and have your fun without me, but see me when u need your power, i cant until i leave this place, and you no longer will have control of this. I wait for the day that my rock moves, and falls from my back, and i climb out of the gorge, you pushed me into so long ago, s owhat happens when im gone? will u go about your ways, and what happens when i return, wit hthe power to clear the evil from this place, then i will rule as king, seen in a different light, bow down to me as im your ruler, and know that you have lost this fight, i will burn it to the ground, make sure everyone gets out, watch as their very hope fails, and then well start over again. Brick by brick rebuild your life, this time we will get it right, or i will beat it out of you, Mother, Father, dont be so blind. There are things we cannot change, and there are thing you know hold your wings, we will break free of sorrow, just give me time and trust in my power. now ive turned the tables on you, how does it feel to be misled? but i will never stoop so low, as to put lies into your head, now that you are envious, to my beautiful self-built world, remember the days whe ni was young, and i was enamored with this girl, she was the power that got me through, made me tougher than the soul in you, shes the one that broke me free, shes the one that mde me..me. Forever grateful i will love her, hold her until my arms are gone, we will watch the moon together, and we will learn how to fly, and whe nmy time has come, i will not be afraid, again i will see her, i will wait for that day, once again i will hold her, happiness will never leave, watch the moon from a different angle, love for all eternity. |
